im so sorry for the pain that i´ve caused you and i hope that you can forgive me i know this is hard and i wish i could explain how i feel about you and me i love you with all of my heart dont doubt a second on that cause you know that i love you endless but now when you are movin on without me youre moving to a different place where i cant follow you thats a thought i just can´t live with i can´t live with the thought of that im on my way loosing you in less than a week youre going to leave me i need you dont you get that i can´t live without you youre everything for me everything i just can´t live with the tought of loosing you it feels like a breath without the air to be  without you how are im supposed to walk on without you i thought that it was you and me for the rest of my life but suddenly things changed that day when you said to me … honey im going to highschool in less than a week im sorry but this is the end its a place where im going on with my life getting a new girlfriend and you going on with your life and you will find a new boyfriend that day you broke my heart how can you say youre going to find a new boyfriend you know thats not going to happend without you i dont want to live only you can hurt me and you did i thought it was you and me thats how its supposed to be always and forever you and me always toghether everything has a beginning everything comes to an end you cant do anything i can by going out there killing something or maybe i get myself killed and make it simple for you you would´nt have to change for me honey im in love with you and i want you to pick me instead if her but its clearly too late but this should´nt matter to you cause youre in love with someone else and you should be with her i have seen you given her these little smiles when i turn my back if so even for a second and it hurts good it hurts more than you can seevor believe i love you just as i do now if you get to borrow something so special you may not borrow it whole life i just want you to know that I LOVE YOU ENDLESS WHATEVER HAPPENS DO NEVER EVER FORGET THAT you and alexandra will be so happy toghether its killing me it kills me to know that you love her so go home and think carefully of this text and this text is for you with a name that begins on H i love you for now and forever as long as we both shall live <3<3<3