i thought you would be the one protecting me from her but obviously not and that´s killing me it kills me but you know what maybe i go out there and get myself killed to make it simple for you now when youre leaving me i just can´t live in a world where you don´t exist it´s impossible for me moving on without you it´s just something i can´t live with in middle of the night when im lying in my bed for example im screaming crying and sweat because i miss you my family doesnt get to sleep because of my scream and crying i miss you when you left you took everything with you my dad rushes in to my room and tries to calm me but its impossible without you i want you to stroke my hair kiss my lips holding me tight and telling me that everything is going to be allright but when i wake up i realize it was just a dream youre not here im screaming, crying i dont eat im like a ghost without you and i will not get any sleep tonight either i will scream and cry in the darkness after you i want you to sit on my bed stroke my hair and sing that lullaby that you made me the first time we met until i get to sleep and when i wake up next morning youre there driving me to school and after school i want to be with you forever dont you get that i love you now i want you to make a desition is it me or her she was flirting with you today and it kills me honestly it KILLS ME ITS ME YOU LOVE ISN´T   IT   I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW <3<3<3<3<3 WITH THIS TEXT I JUST THE WAY THAT I WANNED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU <3<3