I HOPE THAT I WILL REACH YOU WITH THESE WORDS I HOPE THAT THESE WORDS ARE ENOUGH TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU SHIT NOW YOU MADE ME CRY THERE IS NO WORDS FOR MY FEELINGS FOR YOU THERE IS NO WORDS .......... TEARS ..................... THE FIRST TIME I CAUGHT YOUR YEYS IT WAS LOVE ALREADY THEN IN THE BEGINNING YOU WERE CAREFUL WITH YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME BUT SLOWLY I HAD PATIENCE WITH YOU AND SLOWLY SLOWLY YOU CAME TO ME YOU WALKED INTO MY HEART YOU LOVED ME AND I LOVED YOU BUT HTEN SOMETHING HAPPENED ONE DAY YOU KICKED ME ON MY LEG AND THE MAGIC WAS BROKEN MY PRIDE WAS HURT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD HURT ME THEN YOU SAID YOU WERE SORRY BOUT IT BUT THAT KICK ON MY LEG IT DID HURT THAT KICK ON MY LEG IS STILL THERE TODAY I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY BUT SLOWLY YOU CAME BACK TO ME AND I FORGAVE YOU BUT SUDDENLY THERE IT WAS AGAIN YOU WERE SO ANGRY AND SAD THAT NIGHT I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND THE NEXT FOLLOWING WEEKS I WAS TRYING TO INVESTIGATE BOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU FROM THE FIRST SIGHT I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEPRESSED BUT YOU WASN´T WHERE HAD THAT PRINCE IN MY WORLD GONE THAT LOVE OF MY LIFE IT WAS GONE JUST GONE WITH THE WIND YOU DID´NT SMILE AT ME YOU DIDN´T LOOKED AT ME YOU DIDN´T SPEAK TO ME AS YOU HAD NEVER KNEW ME SHIT THAT HURT I WAS ALONE YOU DIDN´T EVEN SPEAKED TO ME I COULD´NT BELIEVE IT I COULD´NT BELIEVE IT IT WAS NOT TRUE BUT THEN ONE DAY YOU CHANGED AND CAME BACK TO ME AND THEN ALEXANDRA THIS TIME IT WAS MY TURN TO BE DEPRESSED YOU DID´NT EVEN PROTECTED ME FROM HER AS I THOUGHT YOU WOULD AND I HAD TO CLIMB UP THE WALL MYSELF I DIDN´T TOLD ANYONE BOUT YOU AND ME I HAVE NEVER DONE THAT BELIEVE ME I HAVE NOT TOLD ANYONE I CAN´T EXPLAIN HOW THE HELL THEY NOW EVERYTHING BOUT US BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND I WILL KEEP FIGHTING FOR YOU EVEN IF YOU´RE GONE I WILL NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR YOU NEVER AND THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN POSSIBLY CHANGE THAT BUT WE JUST CANT STOP SEEING EACH OTHER WITH SO MUCH TIME TOGHETHER WE JUST CANT WE CAN AT LEAST MEET ONE OR TWICE A WEEK ITS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR SO TOMORROW IT´S OUER LAST DAY TOGETHER SO AT LEAST WE CAN TRY TO MAKE THE DAY TOMORROW SOMETHING TO REMEMBER PLEASE AND I UNDERSTAND IF YOU NEVER WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN CUZ THATS WHAT YOU WANT YOU NEVER WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN YOU NEVER WANT TO SEE ME ON YOUR SPARETIME SO THIS IS THE END I LOVE YOU AND I WILL NEVER STOP FIGHTING FOR YOU I WILL KEEP FIGHTING FOR YOU TILL YOUR HEART STOPS BEATING SO NOW GOOD LUCK IN THE GYMNASIE AND WITH ALL OF MY HEART .............MORE TEARS ......... trying to calm myself down  AND WITH ALL OF MY HEART I LOVE YOU LOOK AFTER MY HEART I´VE LEFT IT WITH YOU